<—— experience niyo din ba yun?

God is always good. Trust Him everything. Do not even question God’s plan for us for it is always what is best. God never leaves us no matter what. I am His daughter, I am lucky that i can see God in every way. May the people around me also see God and may all of us be His instrument of spreading His unconditional love to the whole world. With all the mistakes I’ve done, I didn’t regret even the worst of those mistakes. It is because behind the wrongs I’ve done I am able to see my path, a new life to where I am supposed to go..the way to the Kingdom of God! I LOVE YOU LORD :)

Graduated Highschool
Kissed someone.
Collected something really stupid.
Smoked a cigarette
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time without sleep.
Lied to someone.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone 
Been cheated on
Written a 10 page letter.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Dangerously close to being in jail.
Skipped school
Had detention.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun. 
Had a yard sale.
Had a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Voted for someone on a reality TV show.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you shouldn’t have.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.  
Gone surfing in California.
Had a hamster.
Pet a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Madeout with someone
Played on a sports team
Sexted ;)
Been to NYC

Naisip ko minsan, totoo na ba to? o laro laro lang din? 

Simula ng kwento. Laro laro lang lahat sa akin. Ewan ba. Bakit pati yun naisip ko. Sino ba naman ang makakaisip na baka mauwi sa seryosohan ang lahat-lahat. Pero hindi ko pa din naman alam kung seryoso nga sa kanya. Sa akin kasi, wala lang. Ang saklap no? Pano nga kaya kung sineseryoso niya mga sinasabi ko.. at yung mga sinasabi nya sa akin? Ang hirap naman. Pano kaya pag nalaman ng common friends namin? Sana lang hindi. Pero pano nga? 

Ang gulo isipin. Nakakaloka. Pero magaling na rin na kahit hindi mo pa alam ang totoo eh napapag-isipan mo na din, feelings nung tao ang pinaglalaruan mo eh. 

We celebrated our anniversary. Two years anniversary. Yeah.. 2years.. ewan ba sa loob ng two years na yun.. wala lang sa akin.. pero parang may impact na ata sa kanya. I dunnoh. OK. Alam ko namang magulo talaga ako kausap. Kahit noon. 

Sana nga lang kung ano yung nafefeel ko na game lang ang lahat, sana ganun din ang nafefeel niya. SANA LANG.

Kung sakali, hindi ko na naman kaya manakit ng damdamin ng ibang tao. Sabi ko dati, last na. Pero kung mauulit ngayon, ayoko. Kung seseryosohin niya. K. Seryoso. Sana lang malaman na nga. Para maitigil na ang dapat itigil at itama na ang mali. Maiwasan nang manakit ng damdamin at magpaasa. 

Pero hangga’t di ko nalalaman, ang laro ay mananatiling laro. Pero wala akong balak saktan.